I've Been

I’ve been

Drinking more than I’ve been singing

Blogging more than I’ve been thinking

Mad because I am not gifted 

Stupid 

I’ve been 

Crying because I realized I’m 

Dying, I won’t get two chances 

Trying

So I give up lying 

Here’s where I stand

I’m over compensating for

An illusion I won’t be more

I look at the stars and say 

That could be me

One day 

One day

I’ve been 

Lying down more than I’m trying 

Picking fights more than I’m writing

Plotting how to get you to believe

This star in me

I’ve been 

Spying on all who threaten

Those who sing better than I can 

Id lay down my life for my dream and 

I’m frightened

I’m over compensating for

An illusion I won’t be more

I look at the stars and say 

That could be me

One day 

One day